sometimes i just want to disappear for a few days, maybe even a few years…

   and then, maybe, I’ll want to come back when I have mentally prepared myself for what made me want to leave in the first place..

I just realized how fucked up my priorities are…

I’m so tired all the time.  It’s like I don’t have a chance to just stop and breathe.

I don’t like people.

I feel like I’m falling behind, and no matter how hard I run, I won’t ever get back.  Too far, too long, too late.

It’s scary to watch your friends fall
into depression, knowing that you’re
not that far behind..

It’s an odd concept, 

                           that life carries on,

      even when you feel like you can’t.

Happiness  

                hit her,  

                             like a train on a track.

                                 It’s funny,

how one song can bring you back to all of those memories and emotions

                                         from the past.